Sorry by 张学友

hungry.. 33 more internal licenses to create.. [x_x] staring at the screen, auto pilot mode, mind blank.. yanzi album releasing tmr.. anticipating..

She's a Rebel by Green Day

Yet the end of another week.. Same stuff same work.. same monotone life..

Arrived at office at ard 8.15.. a big feat.. budden i was supposed to be in by 8 for an engagement meeting.. hahhhaha.. still late.. blahhh.. sneaked in the room, trying not to sleep for 2 hrs.. then some smartbadge stuff.. yawning like mad for the next 2 hrs.. pengz~~~

Went yuchen house for steamboat~ kekekkekek~~ regret missing the purchasing part as i was delayed by punching the aug D/Os.. took me like 30 min to punch thru them n file them.. kaoz.. ok back to the purchasing part.. i arrived jus to pay $$.. darn.. n i din check wat they bought.. went back into ntuc to get the jin zhen gu dat they dunno wat it was.. then met up with birdy n off we went to yuchen's house.. all the cleaning part, opening cans, cutting blah blah blah.. then we realised we missed out a few stuff.. WHERE'S THE CABBAGE?? WHERE'S THE TANG HOON.. haiz.. me n birdy were kicking ourselves for not arriving earlier.. then it was the hunt for the can opener.. couldnt find so gotta use an old one.. danny was fighting with a can of mushroom i think.. opened a few holes.. (see below) hahhahhah.. darn funny..


Danny's Masterpiece

All's set for our steamboat dinner~~ with ginseng chicken soup base~~


Food for Steamboat~

We ate for like.. 2 hrs? sitting thru SI and Ren Wo Ao You.. hahhhaha.. SI is really commercialised... hate it.. budden the olinda is really power.. n got the ella pattern.. hahhahha.. then sat thru ren wo ao you.. i din chase the series.. hmm.. doesnt look nice oso... the steamboat.. hmm.. ok lah.. the dumplings r nice.. the jin zhen gu~~ superb~~ hahhahhah.. n the fellas were searching for veggie abalone n stuff dat were sunken at the bottom..

Next up.. ICE CREAM.. ok lah.. wasnt really excited over it.. its been an ice cream week oso... at home got ice cream.. go everywhere oso ice cream.. but it wasnt my wish.. took a few pics to gek grace~ kkakakkkakka... yuchen drove us home after dat... 4 person squeezing behind~ hahah..


Eating Ice Cream~

sat.. hmm.. went raffles place after drums.. bought justice n buster.. (astray haven finish yet arh..) anyway there's a 20% off so.. ok lah.. buy n keep.. hahhah.. then went toa payoh.. FOUND MY FUSHIGI YUUGI~~ hahhahha.. so happy.. bought it.. wait for birdy they all to tt me back the $$ as it was my bday pressie~~ reserved another set for grace.. made a member card with shaman king on the cover.. darn my wallet is like bursting at the seams with so many cards.. watched destiny after i went home.. wahh impulse gundam quite nice.. hahahhha.. budden din see it in stores.. gotta wait..

today.. hmm.. hmmm.. hmm.... dreamt dreamt dreamt.. zzz zzz zzz... think i was awake for less than 8 hrs?? power.. jus came back from JE library to return my books.. nothing much...

work tmr again.. haiz.. haiz....

American Idiot by Green Day

Back to the familiar office, the familiar stacks of stuff dat i dun wanna see on my table, the familiar pc which errored my outlook twice, the familiar heaps of emails.... n i was only on leave for.. 2 days!! blahh.. at least i'm connected back to the virtual world.. the comp at home totally crashed yest.. n i totally threw in my gloves.. or shoes?? watever.. its means i gave up... (2 mths.. 2 mths.. still tolerating..) my uncle kidnapped the whole cpu home last nite to reformat it.. brought it back tis morning.. gotta test it out later..

^_^ finally can blog abt my weekend.. on leave on fri.. did.. NOTHING!!~~ ahohoho.. laze on bed.. played the comp when it was still working.. read some stuff.. zzz.. dats it.. one day gone..

sat.. drums.. hmm... ok lah ok lah.. mai hiam bueh pai.. jus the extra stress sitting next to anthony.. ahahha.. darn i gotta try to avoid dat seat in future.. after drums went Forum to meet up with pearl they all.. i was early.. very early.. took me like.. 30 min to walk from PS to Forum.. making stops in between to kino n cd-rama.. went toy r'us to jalan a bit b4 jeff called.. met him, waited for like another 15 min b4 pearl n diana reached.. n another like... 15 min b4 jes reached.. serene got stuck at JB n reached.. 2 and a half hrs later.. which is.. 9 pm.. hahha.. by then we've already finished our dinner, saved some for her.. tok kok, took pics, crapped ard.. ahhhah..


Looking bored while waiting for Serene...

We started our gift exchanging when she arrives... it was a darn funny process ok.. each of us have to bring one gift, UNISEX, btwn 10-20 bucks for exchange.. then jess suggested her method of exchanging.. something like she keyed in the names n the no. in her hp n everyone else chooses a number n gets the gift brought by the person who's allocated to the number.. 1st round.. quite ok.. except dat jes already read pearl's present.. then she insisted on a redraw.. ok.. 2nd round.. all ok.. except dat jes AGAIN.. got her own present.. kk we decided on another method.. i drew 2 sets of 6 numbers n got them to pick 1 from each set... 1st set representing their present no. 2nd set representing the present no. they'll get... n then.. COINCIDENTALLY... we all got back our own presents.. [-_-"] roar of laughters.. then jeff suggests only the 1 person takes from the 2nd set at a time.. if the no. coincides.. PICK AGAIN.. hahahhah.. finally all settled... i got jeff's, diana got mine, jeff got jes's, pearl got diana's, jes got serene's, serene got pearl's.. ahhaha.. then we drew again for xmas gift exchanging.. i'm supposed to get for serene.. hmm.. a bit the tough to find something practical for an air-stewardess..


Our presents~ (An Afro Wine!!~~~ ahahhah.. dat was some shower stuff from diana..)

initially we wanted to sit somewhere n chill after dinner.. so we walked from forum to taka to somerset.. n finally... we decided to go home.. ahahahha.. anyway serene's gota flight in the early morning.. n we're all tired after the walk.. i went to sleep with tired knees ok..

went online after i reached home.. trying to dl the windows svc pack.. discussed with the dippers abt sunday.. craps more than discussing.. finally dismissed the meeting at ard 1.30.. when we only settled on where n wat time we're meeting.. power.. hahahhah.. birdy called at 12 to sing me a bday song when i was tokking to her in msn~~ hahhhahah.. made me laff.. i slept ard 3.30!!! all bcos of the stupid comp n svc pack.. blahh.. it sux..

sun~~~ alarm went off at 8.. blahh.. dragged myself to see the dling process of the svc pack... NOT FINISHED YET!!~~ dropped myself to bed again.. woke up at 9.. couldnt slack in bed any longer or i wun wake up till 11.. plonked my whole weight onto the comp chair.. fiddled ard a bit.. then hurriedly bath, packed up, n left home for BEACH!!!~~~ hoohohohoho~~

was a bit late meeting yuchen at lakeside mrt.. hmm.. he a bit the black face.. dun dare to say much.. got down at dover to wait for birdy~~ then went harbourfront to meet up with emily n andrew... was already close to 12.. went cold storage for titbits n stuff.. n took the bus into sentosa~~ transferred to another bus which got us to.. hmm.. close to palawan beach.. n so we walked.. perhaps ard 1 km.. to a deserted spot.. couldnt find the even more isolated spot we went to the other time..


Palawan Beach

birdy's sandals broke n so me n emily accompanied her to find a shop since yuchen oso wanna get a pair of berms jus to get into the water.... n so we walked.. stop 1.. closed for construction.. walked back.. found a stairway with a sign dat writes spa.. climbed more than 100 steps i guess.. (too bad my camera's aint with me thru all these walking.. interesting sights..) reached a .. GOLF COURSE.. walked somemore.. reached a conference centre.. n a hotel.. got shop but all those tourist stuff.. so we waited for the bus.. until emily asked the uncle working there.. who pointed us to a route which we could walk straight down.. ookk.. 100+ steps down but its more well lit then the other ulu stairway.. then we walked all the way past dolphin lagoon, another dunno wat beach.. to ANOTHER beach.. where we reached 7-11 dat area.. i bought a bottle of tanning oil.. yuchen got his berms n birdy's got her slippers.. n i'm having blisters from andrew's slippers.. (borrowed mine to birdy cos her feet's so much smaller than mine..)


In Water~~

Finally we plunged into the water after abt 45 min of walking.. floated ard till the rain came n forced us out.. waited under the tent, took pics while waiting for the rain to stop.. then its volleyball n frisbee time~~ i simply treated the volleyball like a soccerball.. ahhahha.. hands went red from hitting the volleyball.. frisbee was fun~~ then we improvised somemore.. FRISBEE IN WATER~~~ ahohohoho~~~ n then somehow or another we started giving names to ourselves.. mostly mobile suits from gundam seed~~ i.e. the crapping from last nite.. yuchen was freedom (自由), emily was justice (正义), andrew keep saying 民主, which aint any mobile suit.. i was astray.. ended up being 烟灰缸 (ASSTRAY..) ahhahhah.. birdy din watch gundam seed n we called her Duel~ (决斗) and so the crapping continues... n was used to avoid any decision on where to eat after sentosa...


Island??


Behaving like a cow~~ moOOMOoooOooo~~ (dun tell ppl i'm already 22..[-_-"])


We left the lonely sun behind~

We left at 5++ 6 like dat.. n went to suntec for rice table.. ok we're simply too darn tired to enjoy the food.. (which aint really fantastic for $20 per person anyway..) me n birdy shared the cost as it was our birthday... n we also gotta pay for the food for steamboat tis fri.. hmm.. n i haven got my fushigi yuugi... HEYYY!!~~~~~~ took a cab back home.. was tired till birdy zzz thru'out the journey..

thanks to all the folks for spending my bday with me.. paiseh.. was my persistence n 任性 to wanna go to the beach despite u ppl having exams round the corner, emily's having some problems whenever she's at the beach.. hmm.. hehhh... hoo.... dats me lah.. ask me where i wanna go.. = beach.. ahhahahha.. but very thankful for spending the whole day with me.. ^_^

yest.. i slacked the whole day away again.. nothing much... woah nearing lunchtime le.. zzz.. sianz..

Midnight Garden by Bond

I'm 22!!!~~~~~ hehh... no big deal.. quite an excitement filled weekend but i aint gonna post them now.. been having a battle with the comp since yest.. darn.. its super unstable now.. will update on the weekend hmm.. maybe tmr if i win the battle.. (quite hard..) or tues in office bahh.. pretty tired rite now.. gonna upload the pics into the stupid web-a-file n i'll jus jump into bed n snore all the way~~

oh ya.. happy bday to tis site too~~ kekekkeke...

黑白画映 by 张学友

*growl* hungry.. its only like.. lemme see.. 3 hrs since dinner??? arrkkk... attack my oreos later.. finish blogging, slack on bed, fix astray, watch tv, zzz... wat a life.. *help! its monday tmr!!~~*

went out with birdy n emily for ktv~~ actually planned to go kbox clementi but their freaking attitude pisses me off.. *folks, try not to go kbox when u all wanna bring me to ktv k..* went there initially, they say they clearing the room, want us go somewhere wait, 10-15 min ok liao.. so we went upstairs big bookshop.. 15 min.. we went pasar malam.. 30 min.. was contemplating of having lunch since the fella nvr call us.. so ended up we went to check out 1st.. ended up they say they had system problem.. ok i was DARN PISSED LIAO.. i was telling the fella, how come u nvr call us if u had system prob.. nvm i go somewhere else.. i wanted to walk out liao but the 2 others were still standing there.. grr.. bird still processing the info in her brain.. bth.. 8088 comp.. then the fella keep saying wanna transfer us to JE or CCK.. then i told her.. wah piang u want us to go so far.. i wanted to walk out again.. the 2 fella still stuck there.. [-_-"] then she continue to persuade us (more of command ok..) to go to the other branches, lunch time price no matter wat time we arrive, same duration oso... i looked at the 2 of them.. then aiya ok lah.. lazy to continue the fight with 2 ppl stoning.. so we told her we going JE.. then we went for lunch.. then we ended up at.. kekkekkeke... CLEMENTI PARTY WORLD~~~~ mwahhahhahha.. without a word somemore.. mwahhahhah.. who cares.. they nvr told us their system down oso.. wat if we nvr go up? we'll be like idiots ok.. anyway we already look like idiots.. freaking hell..

party world svc is so much better~~~ so so so so much better~~~ n they had NEW SONGS!~~~ hohhohohoo.. system so much better somemore.. althou a bit more ex.. 1st song.. jit jia jiao ahh.. (taiwan song..) haaa...... stupid bird.. go anyhow press.. made us all laff like mad.. its screechingly high, dunno the word pronounciation somemore.. mwahhahha.. after dat its the usual SHE, stef, fish, etc etc.. got nan quan mama~~~ kekkekeke.. xiang cao ba bu.. not bad, i caught most of it.. whahhahha.. n bird can rap san nian er ban!!~~ [0_0] eye opener.. then emily dedicate a lot of duets.. i'm the female for one song, male for the next, i ended up saying watashi wa hentai desu.. kekkekeke.. siao arh.. oh ya~~ got dao dai~~ kekekek.. somehow i sang until very very depressing/sad like dat.. dunno.. its the tune probably.. hehh.. blame on EVERYTHING but myself..

*back starting to ache again.. bloody hell..*

tok abt yest drums.. i'm so proud of me-self.. kekkekekeke.. for one song dat is.. quite zai liao.. althou i think i'll needa refreshment walkthru again next week.. anthony still stuck on those 4 songs.. my text is scribbled with taogehs dat i dun really understand.. forget it.. play anyhow.. fit can liao.. creative nehhh.. wahhahha.. going mad..

was supposed to meet up with xuejun they all.. budden cancelled at last min... hmm.. dunno WHEN will the next gathering be.. me ended up in JE library again..(keep going there these days..) borrowed 3 THICK books.. n i really mean thick.. n big.. ahhahhaha.. one aquarium book (again..) one nutritional book (again!) n one hmm.. self learning book i guess.. hahahhha.. i'm flipping thru them since i've ran outta comics... *ello big dipper.. i want my fushigi yuugi full set.. even thou JE dun have liao.. u all go find.. kekekeke*

i'm gonna face a tough next week i guess.. PWC audit.. submit report.. file D/O.. haiz.. i've created another record with my D/Os.. try.. 2 mths nvr file.. [-_-"] help.. *feeble voice..*

oh ya!! i received an email from eric of tinybox.. hmm.. the email's all in html text formattings.. its like "font=arial" blah blah blah.. took me a hard hard time to decipher.. anyway.. he wanna meet me.. hehhh.. i'm waiting to ask mariel.. see how lah.. i dun have confidence of meeting their expectations..

another week.. another week.. 7 days.. 7 x 24 = 168 hrs... 168 x 60 = 10,080 min.. 10,800 min x 60 = 604,800 sec.. to being 22.. hmm.. but does anyone care?? hmm... HELP!! I'M GOING 22!!!!!!! N I'M STILL SO GINNA~~ SOMEONE STOP THE CLOCK!!! I DUN WANNA BE 22!!! blahhh.. dats me.. cant change me.. too bad..

*oreos.. i'm coming...*

Perfect by Simple Plan

Perfect by Simple Plan

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to the plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Edited at 1:38pm

was woken up tis morning by my hp alarm going off.. n i can still freaking wonder wat appt i had today... i totally forgot its monday.. totally FORGOT abt work.. best..

its been.. hmm.. abt 6 hr since i woke up.. still dazing.. darn hot.. jus came back from outside.. now sitting in office with a large wet patch on my jeans near the knees.. arhh.. i din wee wee on my jeans.. was adjusting the pump power at the fountain then forgot abt the water level.. n there goes my jeans.. (mus really wash liao..)

din waste my sunday for once.. went library with emily to look intellectual (or so she says..) duh.. she wants to borrow some intellectual property books.. ended up mostly reference so she zapped 2 chapters of the book.. 1 chap = abt 60 pages.. [0_0"] i browsed ard waiting for her n borrowed a biotope book, a nutritional book n a natural healing book.. ahhh... books dat sounds weird.. haha.. wonder when i'll be free to even flip them, thou i finished the biotope book while waiting for the zapping.. went IMM after dat n bought some boxes to organise my mess.. finally all my markers n paints have a place.. *grinz* went home.. laze ard.. finished yoiko no mikata.. (forgot show name.. sounds like dat..) quite touching.. a bit crappy.. sho sakurai jus reminds me of domoto tsuyoshi..

saturday.. arhhh.. drums.. quite disastrous when the whole class forgot all the mini songs dat we've learnt.. anthony says next week gotta test on all 4 songs.. *panic* went kino... spent $$ on comics.. AGAIN.. went taman jurong mac.. n spent the next 2-3 hrs like dat calculating my Sept figures.. [-_-||] anyway.. finally finished it after struggling with the damn unsensitive calculator jus bought from kino..

not much abt the rest of last week.. meeting, training, blah blah blah... zzz... back to work le la.. will update again when something interesting pops up.. till then.. hmmm.... kkekekke..